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malam ni ade lah nk cye ckit pasal tp tibe2 plak tringat kat statement dlm Al-Hidayah hari tu..

"Janganlah kita sesekali membuka aib sendiri atau membuka aib seseorang "

tp aku disni bkan nye brniat utk mmbuka aib ssorg ,aku just nk luahkan ape yg aku rasa kat dlm blog ni..

aku thu pasti ade org yg akan mmbacanye,kalau tidak sepuluh org yg bce,seorang je kan..

nak buat mcm mna kan,sudah mnjd kbiasaan aku bercerita dan brkongsi dlm blog ni..

aku bru smpai rumah k.fiey dan aku dh bgtahu k.fiey yg aku lapar tp xdiendahkan..

hurm ,nk mrah je rasa..Bodoh !

shameless

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bagi aku,perkara ini amat memalukan dan amat mengecewakan..

malu nak share tpi dgn share sjelah aku dpt tnangkan fikiran aku yg tgh bengang..

aku dan along bergaduh atau bertikam lidah melalu bbm.,.

die amik hati dgn aku sbb aku tk tido rumah dia...kalau nk dpkir pkirkan balik mmg ade salah aku.

salah aku bila aku tdur rmah k.fiey brmnggu mnggu dan tidur rumah dia hnya bbrapa hari..

bnda ni brlaku scra tdak sedar..bla kita dah rasa selesa tnggal dgn org tu,kita akn cpat lupa dgn org lain..

kan?

aku dan along dah gaduh dari mnggu lpas..mcm2 die update pasal aku..

die remove fb ,remo bbm aku...msg mcm2 ..

kurang ajar,jijik mcm2 lah..kdg2 geram jgk kan..

bila prngai die smakin mnjdi2,niat aku untuk tidur rmah die mmg dh tkde..

aku mmg slesa duduk dgn k.fiey sbb k.fiey lbh mmhami aku dan k.fiey lbh brjiwa muda..

along ni tkde lah tua tp die sdikit matured brbanding dgn k.fiey..

alaa paham2 jelah budak2 mcm aku ni mmg lah nk kan remaja yg sekepala dgn dia kann..

so,secara xsedar prkara ni mnmbulkan prbalahan antara aku dan along..

td ,aku bbm along dan aku ckap dkat dia yang aku tkleh nk than dgn situasi ni..

duduk sna tk kena,duduk sini tk kena..sume bnda serba tk kena..

mmg serabut gila..then pnjang lbar lah kitorang bbm..

so aku dh decide,aku nak balik kb next monday..

aku dah xthan main tarik tali mcm ni....

yang merungsingkan 

bnda yg tgh brmain di otak aku skarang ialah,mcm mna aku nak amik beg baju aku yg ade kat rmah alom?

aku taktaw lah samada aku akan balik rumah alom lg atau pun tidak..

aku tktaw lah yg along anggap aku mush atau apa..

hurmm..mmg bnda ni stressful...

Graduation day

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congratulations poh !

mulut adalah racun..

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aku bengang gila..nak marah dan tak puas hati pun ade...kakak aku yg sulung ni mmg slalu bikin panas..

ade je yg tak kena...slalu je nk perasan mcm die the boss bila aku kat tempat die..

tp skarang tak seteruk mcm dulu sbb aku di rumah kak fiey ..

dulu mmg dia tibai aku nak2 je bila ade yg tk puas hati..slalu ckap aku ni mnyusahkan dan slalu igtkan aku yg aku ditempat dia ..so,i have to behave myself..ye ,aku thu aku dtmpat org tp perlu ke seorang kakak melayan adiknya mcm tu?perlukah seorang adik merasa seakan akan seorang tetamu apabila berada di rumah kakak nya sndri?

just now,along marah aku sbb aku tk save code movie malam,,mmg die ade sent aku n um code tu smalam 

top aku tktaw no ape yg aku dpt dan along langsung tk bgtahu aku yg aku perlu save num tu..

dia just diam mcm tu..ltmbahan pulak,aku ni seorang yg suka end chat..so,num tu hilang mc tu jelah..so td die mrah2 aku ..die ckp yg aku ni tk sesuai dbuat baik,aku ni kurang ajar..

nak tergelak pun ade..mmg mulut manusia ni mnyakitkan hati mnusia lain..

tp aku tk rep time die tgh merapu dkat aku..aku dah blh agak reaksi dri 

dia bla aku tnye knp tk save num tu sndri..

shame on u..dah slah sndri nk slahkan org lain pulak.

aku dah mula bosan duduk kat tmpat org yg tk pernah nak mngalu alukan kdatangan aku

aku nak balik Kb...as soon as posibble !

drama of the day

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actually im having toothache right now..i cant eat like usually..
i went to dental clinic last friday with alom and the dentist said that i have to take medicine first and if it still not cure,i have to make neither root treatment or just lost the tooth..
so now,i am follow the order from dentist and the swallow become better..
but it still hurt..hope it will getting well soon..

here i want to share such a dramatic and unforgotten thing which is my sister,kak tiq and her husband was divorce yerterday..i hope kak tiq will stay strong and forget about the evilish man who is destroyed her life..wit the baby that she is pregnant now,i hope kak tiq and her baby will survive like usual..we all supporting u kak tiq..dont be sad because of the stupid and ungrateful guy..
u still have u as ur family.

now the story is about me..from the morning,i only eat the noodle which is maggi..
its not the good food ..if i dont eat maggi,what else i can eat?i feel so hungry ..im starving
and i have to eat to take medicine..
so i hope,kak fiey will bring me to restaurant for dinner and i can have the good meal..

the things which is supposed to be mine is exactly not meant to be mine..

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hye alls..i wanna share some kind of bad news ...

dalam 2 3 hari ni aku ade knal someone yg jus nice bagi aku.a guy yg ade cri2 yg aku nak slama ni..

die pun happy go lucky dan die selalu tgur aku dlm bbm..so malam ni,die ttbe tgur aku n ckap dia suka kawan dgn aku..thats okay la..

tetiba..

aku tukar dp bbm ...gabar aku dgn nurin,my cousin.

laki tadi tibe2 tnye aku pasal nurin..dia macam beria -ia sgt ..mntak pin nurin,aku ckp nurin tk gna bb..

then dia mntak num fon nurin..nmpak sgt die nk ngorat cousin aku kan??

aku tahu dia bkan sape2 bagi aku tp aku mcm trase hati la sgt..aku thu laki tu ade hak nak suka kat spe...

maybe aku ni seorang gadis yg tersgt lah sensitif..thats why aku tk prnah nak okay dgn kputusan org lain..ade je yg tk puas hati..

so,pasal laki td aku ckp dkat die yg aku tkleh nk bg num cousin aku.. 

so ,kesimpulan yg aku blh buat dri kisah mlam ni ialah 

"in the beginning,the guy is showing his love towards me but at last,he finally ask me to introduce the girl who is staying beside me..how pity i am "

knowing someone before loving someone is very useful..

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hello alls !what u doing?at this time,i still not sleep..my eyes still open.

huh !what a bad feeling today ?just now,i was told aqil that he just making me sick with those stupid question like i am 87% change into someone else after met him yesterday..hurm ,i dont mean to hurt him but it happened with unexpected thinking...i could not accept after im seriously shocking met him ...

i do love him before and i do not care how much stupid i am for not thinking about the future when i met him lively..it is so frustrating...i just broke his heart..he was not replying my text after i told him that he just disturbing me with those stupid question but i was not telling him that i do not like him straightly..

he kept telling me that i was completely changed and he told me that i was cheating with him and dont care about him...why he have to be so annoying guy after met me? 

he was dumped me when our first time being together...if it not my mistaken..about two years ago,i've been couple with him and he without reason leaved me...

so now,im not paying what he had done to me but it suddenly happened..

im so sorry..i dont think that i can be with u..

from the bottom of my heart,i am not searching for a guy who have a handsome face,its enough if he have a kind of good looking face which mean ,i still can staring at his face although i know he was ugly but not too ugly..

i really sorry ...i know i am a bad person who is secretly doing bad things and saying bad thing about others...

lets be friend aqil...

:(