miss 2 sharing

i miss my toink toink a lot..i hav a lot of stories 2 share wit my blogy..now,i can col myself as a desperate gal..yes,i hav a bad life n a suck thinking..i hav thru so mny things in dis while.alhamdulillah,.i hav past my examination which is we col pkbs 2..i hv improve myself a lot but i think it doesnt work at all..tv,fon n all da suck thing i had throw it away..but y i stil in danger zone?i dont want to make anyone dissapointed anymore..my fmily,my frens n all pple around me i hav to decide wat is da bes thing for me n da suck thing for me..i dont want to hear all my fmily problems..those thing just make me more tention...i hav no one to share all my problem..they always blaming me wat i do ...everything i do is always wrong however i am pushing myself to be nice wit all pple,they doesnt care it at all.. mom dad n all my sibling r u hapy wit ur own life??i am a rude gal who is always keep da tears in a deep heart..wthout effort,we cant achieve wat we want...i hav dreams..my dream is want to make pple around me hapy wit my gud did..btw,pmr is coming soon..i hav no time to play..i hv no time to interfere in suck thing anymore..god,plis make my dream comes true..wit hope 8A's..